People all think I am a nice person and fun to joke with. Wrong. That is a misconception.

So please, and thanks.

foya: No one is helping.

Inside The Fire--Disturbed
Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul,
About to be mine again
Leave her
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again

Devon
Around 11
Who was rendered unwhole
As a little child,
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with love

Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
Would you like to meet again

Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
You will shiver
Till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with love

Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with love

Devon
Around 11
Who was rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken,
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Indestructible--Disturbed
Another mission
The powers have called me away
Another time
To carry the colors again
My motivation
An oath I’ve sworn to defend
To win the honor
Of coming back home again
No explanation
Will matter after we begin
Another dark destroyer that’s buried within
My true vocation
And now my unfortunate friend
You will discover
A war you’re unable to win

I'll have you know
That I’ve become…

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I’m an indestructible master of war

Another reason
Another cause for me to fight
Another fuse uncovered
Now, for me to light
My dedication
To all that I’ve sworn to protect
I carry out my orders
Without a regret
A declaration
Embedded deep under my skin
A permanent reminder
Of how we began
No hesitation
When I am commanded to strike
You need to know
That you’re in for the fight of your life

You will be shown
How I've become....

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I’m an indestructible master of war

I'm...

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I am indestructible (indestructible)

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I’m an indestructible master of war

The Night--Disturbed
What has come over me?
What madness taken hold of my heart
To run away, the only answer
Pulling me away
To run upon my sight
So now recovering
Sweet shadow taking hold of the light
Another day has been devoured
Calling me away,
bringing the question: Why

For saving me from all they've taken
Let my armor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over
Now...On a path to take it all away
There can be no better way of knowing

[Chorus]
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night

This self discovery
Redemption taking hold of my mind
A serenade of haunting voices
Calling me away
To feast upon (the night)
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/uh9o ]
The source of my felicity
Dark maiden taking hold of my hand
Leading me away from hibernation
Strong and unafraid
Never a question why

For saving me from all they've taken
Let my armor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over
Now...On a path to take it away
There can be no better way of knowing

[Chorus]
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night

[Guitar Solo]

Give in to the night

[Chorus]
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night

Night [x3]
Give into the Night
Night [x3]
Give into the Night [x2]

Haunted--Disturbed
You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
No one to turn to and nothing to call my own
Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words that your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone
No medication can draw what has taken hold
You're hurting, so am I
When I awaken, remember why I've been running from your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice
To a tormentor your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness from which I cannot return
You're aching, so am I
When I awaken, discover that I have been damaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

(Remember and you might be welcomed
Amongst the heartless monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal unit of sub-human parasites
Warped into a feeding frenzy at the smell of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures for what they are
A swirling mess of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun...)

You're frightened, so am I
A world of demons wait
Watching the movements and filling my heart with hate
You're burning, so am I
When I awaken, discover how I have been ravaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

FUCK OFF.

Even though I am high over the new album, I still have some things to rant.

WHY THEY DON'T HAVE "SOMEWHERE I BELONG" ON THE CD? T.T

They also don't have Papercut, and they TOTALLY DID NOT PERFORM "WITH YOU".

WHY LIKE THIS TO US? WHY WHY WHY T.T

"With You" and "Somewhere I Belong" is DAMN THE IMPORTANT AND DAMN THE NICE. WHY DON'T HAVE T.T

Also "Don't Stay", they don't have it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YS, I want to cry lar. Like seriously. T.T

3...2...1...

LINKIN PARK!

THANK YOU SO MUCH YS!!!!!!! >< THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

I got Road to Revolution! Woohoo!

Oh for the above part, it's just our inside story. The main essence you need to capture is, we got it! =D

I am dying, no doubt about it.

I be going to school library tomorrow. Yay!

To see me for AFA, go Ting and Jose's blog. Photo spammage.

Thanks to the love of God, I got the whole Twilight series for $38.

All hail me.

XD

EDIT: So when I am depressed, I listen to metal bands? How helpful.

1. I think I shall save the haircut money.
2. I want to throw my laptop downstairs so that I can read my Math books and be embraced by Math and be enlightened mathematically and to think more logically and to be better at problem-solving and prepare myself for the modules next year and to make myself feel better.
3. Everyone is desperate for money. Obvious among some shoppers and/or shop owners in various shops in various shopping malls in various regions of a certain country and possibly more ongoing and/or following up, ranging from diamonds of D-grade, jewellery shops closing down, cosplay shops to anything, anyone.
4. I am pissed off.
5. I love cats.
6. I want an encyclopedia on cats. I saw it before. I want it. I love it. I love cats.
7. Hi. My name is Joanne and I am random.
8. Find five positive whole numbers a, b, c, d, e such that there is no subset with a sum divisible by 5. (From "Challenging Problems in Algebra" by Alfred S. Posamentier and Charles T. Salkind, Page 1, Question 1-2)
9. Wow algebra.
10. To all random people my dad possibly knows: I am NOT tall!
    

I feel dead, yet I am still breathing.

After-effects of drugs, huh? Guess I was right saying that **************************. You really are.

Dammit how much longer can I survive? It's only the fucking first day and I am already dying? I must be kidding myself.

...

/slapself

Well, wanted to go JEL, but thanks to my dad, I went to Chinatown.

What followed up is decision between diamonds and friends. I chose friends, only to epic phail at it. Realised we are actually meeting at Dhoby Ghaut, so well, don't need rush back to Jurong East. Thanks Wei Ren, Timo and Yu Jia.

I finally got my over-knee socks. Heheh. Wanted to trim my hair, but due to my fear (me still want my long hair ><) and the holy price we decided not to.

Wore a skirt. Considered a record.

Fun I say.

So apparently, class is gonna be reshuffled next year. I will not know the feelings of it till next year, school starts again.

1. The person who tag/pass you saw posting this quiz is?
Wei Ren

2. Your relationship with him is?
Hai.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Hai, random, mostly helpful, Audition, gay smile

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Went to Ginza with me to get random stuff xDD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
._.

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
NEVAR.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
NEVAR.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
NEVAR.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
NEVAR.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Go Ginza West Coast Plaza

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Hehehehe. -gay smile-

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Go see Chester and Yu Jia's blog for reference.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Those I am supposed to love.

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Those I am supposed to hate.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
More sensible.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them:
-They will know what I want to say.-

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.They are:
1. Yu Jia
2. Amanda Lim
3. Tricia
4. Su Hang
5. Ting
6. Josephine
7. Ian Foo
8. Timothy
9. YS
10. My dad

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? [Josephine]
Lalala.

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [YS]
I am damning those who thinks he's a girl.

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Ian Foo and my dad]
No.

21. What is no.2 studying about? [Amanda]
Coral reefs.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Tricia]
Yesterday.

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? [Timothy]
Yellowcard xD

24. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Yu Jia]
Brother.

25. Will you woo no.3? [Tricia]
NEVAR!

26. How about number 7? [Ian Foo]
NEVAAAAAR!

27. Is no. 4 single? [Su Hang]
Yes.

28. What is the surname of no.5? [Ting]
Ting. You haz problem?

29. What's the hobby of no.10? [My dad]
You will not want to know.

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Ting and YS]
Duh.

31. Where is no.2 studying at? [Amanda Lim]
Hai.

32.Say something casually about no.1? [Yu Jia]
Ninja hi.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6? [Josephine]
NEVAR!

34. Where does no.9 live at? [YS]
I don't want him to kill me, so NEVAR!

35. What colour does no.4 like? [Su Hang]
Hmm...brown?

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? [Ting and Yu Jia]
No.

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Ian Foo]
Go ask him yourself.

38. What is no.6 doing now? [Josephine]
Sleeping.

Time for reflections though almost no one reads them?

Aisyah
I don't know much about you, but you are always so kind to me.

Ananya
Nothing much to say.

Chester
What I can remember of you is Bleach and that only MSN convo I had with you last year.

Dillen
Nothing to comment.

Shahid
Sorry for being such an asshole in class, and nice working with you for Chemistry PBL.

Zikri
Sorry for ignoring you during class discussions, and nice working with you for PBL also.

Gayathri
Sorry for being harsh to you last year and perhaps this year also, you have been so much more friendly...thanks for being there to cheer me up or even say hi :)

Natalie
Honestly, last year I thought you were one who were too "nice" and "innocent" and thought you were just putting up an innocent front, but as time goes on I realise you are really a nice and friendly person who is always generous and never scolds people. Sorry for being bad to you in the past, forgive me kay?

Lester
I still remember those random conversations with you and Spencer last year in Art Class. Nice time talking about blasting MP3 and trying to sketch pictures of the school. Although I don't really know you that much, I guess that's because you don't show much of yourself also. I hope you can be more outspoken and sentimental, yea?

Timothy
Lol last year you were just silently playing with your laptop, randomly popping up here and there. But this year you've grown more approaching, and though sometimes you think you should be a gamer again, I think it's good you made an effort to reach out, so continue on like that! I like it the way you are more "outward" to others.

Yu Jia
NINJA meow. Well, at first we just briefly said hi to each other, but then suddenly we just talked to each other and we ended up very well! I still remember the trip to Jurong East. It was...an enriching and deep outing for me. It's also nice sitting beside you, drawing MSN convos and writing -ahemcough- comments about certain -ahemcough- authorities. Had a fun time pollinating you, hope we can still be in the same class next year so to accomplish more ninja missions xD. Last of all, a BIG BIG THANKS =D

Jamos
Last year, you simply destroyed everything, made everyone angry, made Ms Chua worried. This year, you changed really, really a lot. You became less destructive, and changed it into "brief strokes of masterpieces". For me, you are one of the nicest person I have met, who does not shout even when you are angry at -cough-. It was really nice knowing someone special like you, and I hope I can see more ice cream sticks from you next year!

Spencer
Sad case, I should say? Well, we used to be good friends, but because of my childishness, we sort of "turned away" from each other. When you asked me about my CAP on MSN yesterday, I was really surprised and thankful that you still talk to me despite of being such an ass. I just want to say, sorry for the "screw you" or whatever last time, those times during Art lessons will be one of my most memorable parts of my life, and thanks for the cat.

Praveer
The most memorable part about you was asking me to be online to play CS with me. Although we did not do that in the end, but to me, you are nice and funny, always entertaining the class and providing laughter for us. You always make the class so much more cheerful and bright.

Tricia
I remember that you were the first person I know during Matriculation Day already, and we've gone through hyper times, anrgy times thanks to -cough-, and even though I've been bad to you sometimes, you nevertheless always stood by me when I need someone, and you've always encouraged me when I am low. Sorry for screaming/shouting/snapping at you, sorry for not taking out so much time for you, and really, really, a big sincere thanks and hug for you, my dearest sister! I hope we can still be "xiao zhang" and "fu xiao zhang" next year in chinese class! You always group up with me for projects, and I really love working together with you, especially for chinese oral presentations. You always try to stand strong, no matter how hard or tiring it is for you. I know I have much more stuff to say for you, but I just can't seem to remember.

Andrew
Hamtaro! You are simply friendly and does not seem to hold a grudge against people generally. Well, of course I don't know what really is the case, but well...wish you good luck for next year and beyond? Yea.

Wayne
Nothing to comment. Hi math genius.

Huiwen
Hard time marking the attendance, huh? XD Always being so violent to Michelle, oh hor...

Michelle
Sorry for being bad to you at times, and we shall always stick together and never separate! XD By the way, don't be so violent. It hurts for someone as thin as me -.-

Satya
Nothing to comment.

Sourav
You can be a nice person. Just...keep working on it. I hope sooner or later, you will get it.

Hilda
o.o Last year I thought you only know how to scream. This year you provide joy for the class instead with your blurness xD Sorry for any criticism about you in the past, thanks for giving so much joy for me at the back of the classroom XDXD

Wei Ren
I remember a lot about you. The deoderant [however you spell that] in your bag, the rubbish you had inside during Orientation, those trips to Vivo and Ginza, the star necklace I got and the name-carved thingy [still in my pencil case], your birthday present for me which is a blue wallet, up to the torrents you helped me find, the random gayness you possess, etc etc. Thanks for being
such a wonderfully random friend. XD

A lot of apologies, a lot of thanks also.

As for the other people in other classes, I wish to reserve them to myself. Sorry to Tricia and Wei Ren, you are in my same class, so I would just say what I want to *.*

GOOD JOB FARADAY! We showed the other houses who we really are this year, but that does not mean we can slack next year. We will continue forward as a house, and never fall down!

Fine lar I am bored like hell.

1. Who was the first person to tag you?
Myself.

2. How do you think of that person?
She is bored like hell right now.

3. Do you eat alot of fast food?
...No, though I would love more spicy KFC stuff D:

4. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
What has that got to do with you? Screw this question-.-

5. Do you eat candy on a regular basis?
Not at all.

6. What's your 5th sent message about?
5th message on paper, handphone, MSN, what? Not like I have a handphone-.-

7.Who was the last person you eat with?
...Myself.

8. Who was the last person you took photo with?
YS, thanks to the devoted paparazzi team.

9. When ordering sushi what do you get?
I don't eat sushi.

10. Who was the last person you sat with?
...People on the bus?

11. What were you doing at 10am?
Run I say, run!

12. Have you changed this summer?
Of course I did, duh! Who actually wears their clothes through summer?!

13. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
I so cannot remember.

14. Where is the place you want to be now?
Out there driving Mercedes on the highway and feeling the wind. =)

15. When was the last time you cried?
...Just this Monday?

16. What's your favourite song for the moment?
How I know?

17. What were you doing at 11 pm ystd?
Zzz.

18. Who's near you?
Near me for what? Define an event at least larh-.-

19. What were you doing at 5am in the morning?
Erm...doing this quiz now?

20. Who was the last person who talk to you on the phone?
I just don't want to tell you, you know? -.- I just don't want to.

21. Whose house did you go to last month?
Mine lorh. (The answer you get if you don't want to see the other answer)

22. Who honestly knows everything about you?
You lorh, since you so siao. =.= Screw this question.

23. Who broke your heart?
Myself mostly.

24. Honestly do you love someone very much?
Too much.

25. Who was the last person to tell you i love you?
Who else lar, godammit.

26. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
What you think? I kena forced to kiss because of kidnap is it?

27. Are there any parts of your body which hurts?
...

28. In the supermarket which thing caught your attention first?
The awesome queues.

29. How cool do you think you are?
Not very, for there be no wind today.

30. Do you take drugs?
Yes of course.

31. Who do you hate most?
Myself.

32. Who was the first person to text you this morning?
Screw you. -NA-

33. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Hi.

34. What was the last mistake you made?
Screwing up as always.

35. What are you listening to now?
Somewhere I Belong -- Linkin Park

36. What is the last person of opp gender you had conversation with?
MSN, Jun Yap.
FTF, YS.

37. Who was the last person that called you?
Who. Else. Can. Be. Calling. Me. I wonder.

38. Is there something you want to tell someone special?
Meow ^^ XD

-end of hell-

10 ppl to do: Free for all!

Do my words show that I am not hurt?

Do I look like I cannot be hurt, or guilty?

Do you think it's easy for me to go through 1 week + of hell?

All on the basis of not disturbing you. How naive of me.

Perhaps it's a different type of hatred you have? Perhaps it's a different type of childishness I have?

Or perhaps, I am just being the idiot here?

Are you smiling at my stupidity? Are you laughing at my tears?

Or perhaps, I have nothing in the first place?

What, or who, have I ever truly possessed before?

Am I even allowed to have someone? Or is it all just a stupid illusion of me? Was it too much from me to ask for? Or too little?

I need someone to help me find the answers. But no one is willing to help me, right?

Those words of me, give you a reason to not help me, right?

What is it you truly want? Or maybe me? Or there is no me?

All on the basis of not wanting to disturb you. What am I thinking?

You think I am stupid, don't you.

I fail and I failed very bad, as always.

MUSIC MEME:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 3 people.
5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
アントワネットブルー ～D・Gray-man Ending Ver.～ -- 北出菜奈
Don't understand a hell at all =.=

2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Amarantine -- Enya
..."Time will always find a way, to let your heart believe it's true..."

3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Diabelli Variations Op. 120 var XX-XXIII -- Beethoven
No comments.

4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Darts -- System of A Down
"Life threatening lifestyles, a hitman, a nun, lovers..." Nun huh.

5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIENDS THEME SONG?
半兽人 -- 周杰伦
O.O

6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Daffodil Lament -- Cranberries
I don't know what lines to quote. I really don't.

7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
菊花台 -- 周杰伦
What the hell?! Actually, considering the movie, yes high school is EXACTLY LIKE THE MOVIE.

10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Toy Symphony -- Various Orchestral
O.O What?! Toys...yea I wish.

11. TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Am Ende stehen wir zwei -- Lacrimosa
"At The End There are the two of us" Arithmetically correct, I hope.

12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Fuse -- Xero (formal Linkin Park)
Has my life been fused?

13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
When I'm Gone -- Eminem
It. ****ing. Explains. There you go.

14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Piano Sonata Op 101 (2nd movement) -- Beethoven
They see me as a sonata? Well sure. Dark ones I say.

15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Op. 30, Keyboard Works, Book 2, No.6 in F-Sharp M(inor)? -- Mendelssohn
Does not explain. Good for you, stupid player.

16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Night -- Audition
...Considering the fact that the words being repeated redundantly are "**** it", I really don't know.

17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Of Two Beginnings -- Pain of Salvation
Honestly, what do I need that for.

18. HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Elect The Dead -- Serj Tankian
If only George Bush was dead.

19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Prelude -- Killswitch Engage
"Deep inside you, deep inside your..." Your what? What is it supposed to mean?!

20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Op. 28 No. 23 Prelude in F Major -- Chopin
Very promising, I assure you.

21. WHAT SONG WILL YOU STRIP TO?
Our Farewell -- Within Temptation
This. Does. Not. Fit. (Ting's comment for her song)

22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Of No Avail -- Heaven Shall Burn
Exactly. HAHAHA.

23. WHAT DOES YOUR MOTHER THINK OF YOU?
Quest for Resistance -- Heaven Shall Burn
...resistance to what. Dude.

24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Whoever Brings the Night -- Nightwish
Correctly twisted, I say.

25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
BWV 851 - Das Wolhtemperierte Clavier I - Prelude and Fugue No.6 in D minor -- Bach
Sure.

26. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Amadeus -- o2jam
It's like a popular song on o2jam? Huh?!

27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
Don't Wait -- Dashboard Confessional
For you-all-know-what, I guess.

What. The. Fork.

I am crying very hard right now. Screw the world.

Why are the Keroro songs SO WTF???!!!

I don't even need to watch it on youtube, I download the songs, I listen, I want to cry.

IT'S SO WTF!!!!!!!!

Though I must admit, I LOVE the Draw-To-Song song, because it is so cuuuute, but WTF!!!

Writing my life story with my blood and tears

* Name: Tan Yong Ying
* School: NUS High School of Math & Science
* Class: M07106, M08206, M09304
* House: Faraday

People all think I am a nice person and fun to joke with. Wrong. That is a misconception.

So please, and thanks.

foya: No one is helping.

Inside The Fire--Disturbed
Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul,
About to be mine again
Leave her
We will receive her
It is beyond your control
Will you ever meet again

Devon
Around 11
Who was rendered unwhole
As a little child,
She was taken
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with love

Sever
Now and forever
You're just another lost soul about to be mine again
See her, you'll never free her
You must surrender it all
Would you like to meet again

Fire
All you desire
As she begins to turn cold and run out of time
You will shiver
Till you deliver
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Devon lies beyond this portal
Take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with love

Give your soul to me
For eternity
Release your life
To begin another time with her
End your grief with me
There's another way
Release your life
Take your place inside the fire with love

Devon
Around 11
Who was rendered unwhole
As a little child
She was taken,
And then forsaken
You will remember it all
Let it blow your mind again

Indestructible--Disturbed
Another mission
The powers have called me away
Another time
To carry the colors again
My motivation
An oath I’ve sworn to defend
To win the honor
Of coming back home again
No explanation
Will matter after we begin
Another dark destroyer that’s buried within
My true vocation
And now my unfortunate friend
You will discover
A war you’re unable to win

I'll have you know
That I’ve become…

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I’m an indestructible master of war

Another reason
Another cause for me to fight
Another fuse uncovered
Now, for me to light
My dedication
To all that I’ve sworn to protect
I carry out my orders
Without a regret
A declaration
Embedded deep under my skin
A permanent reminder
Of how we began
No hesitation
When I am commanded to strike
You need to know
That you’re in for the fight of your life

You will be shown
How I've become....

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I’m an indestructible master of war

I'm...

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I am indestructible (indestructible)

Indestructible
Determination that is incorruptible
From the other side
A terror to behold
Annihilation will be unavoidable
Every broken enemy will know
That their opponent had to be invincible
Take a last look around while you’re alive
I’m an indestructible master of war

The Night--Disturbed
What has come over me?
What madness taken hold of my heart
To run away, the only answer
Pulling me away
To run upon my sight
So now recovering
Sweet shadow taking hold of the light
Another day has been devoured
Calling me away,
bringing the question: Why

For saving me from all they've taken
Let my armor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over
Now...On a path to take it all away
There can be no better way of knowing

[Chorus]
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night

This self discovery
Redemption taking hold of my mind
A serenade of haunting voices
Calling me away
To feast upon (the night)
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/uh9o ]
The source of my felicity
Dark maiden taking hold of my hand
Leading me away from hibernation
Strong and unafraid
Never a question why

For saving me from all they've taken
Let my armor fall again
Giving me the strength to face them
Feeling it taking over
Now...On a path to take it away
There can be no better way of knowing

[Chorus]
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night

[Guitar Solo]

Give in to the night

[Chorus]
In a world beyond controlling
Are you going to deny the savior
In front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave for
The rest of your life?
Give into the night

Night [x3]
Give into the Night
Night [x3]
Give into the Night [x2]

Haunted--Disturbed
You're broken, so am I
I'm better off alone
No one to turn to and nothing to call my own
Outspoken, so am I
Explosive words that your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're beaten, so am I
I've got a heart of stone
No medication can draw what has taken hold
You're hurting, so am I
When I awaken, remember why I've been running from your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice
To a tormentor your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again

You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness from which I cannot return
You're aching, so am I
When I awaken, discover that I have been damaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

(Remember and you might be welcomed
Amongst the heartless monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal unit of sub-human parasites
Warped into a feeding frenzy at the smell of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures for what they are
A swirling mess of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun...)

You're frightened, so am I
A world of demons wait
Watching the movements and filling my heart with hate
You're burning, so am I
When I awaken, discover how I have been ravaged by your

World
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world

FUCK OFF.

Even though I am high over the new album, I still have some things to rant.

WHY THEY DON'T HAVE "SOMEWHERE I BELONG" ON THE CD? T.T

They also don't have Papercut, and they TOTALLY DID NOT PERFORM "WITH YOU".

WHY LIKE THIS TO US? WHY WHY WHY T.T

"With You" and "Somewhere I Belong" is DAMN THE IMPORTANT AND DAMN THE NICE. WHY DON'T HAVE T.T

Also "Don't Stay", they don't have it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YS, I want to cry lar. Like seriously. T.T

3...2...1...

LINKIN PARK!

THANK YOU SO MUCH YS!!!!!!! >< THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

I got Road to Revolution! Woohoo!

Oh for the above part, it's just our inside story. The main essence you need to capture is, we got it! =D

I am dying, no doubt about it.

I be going to school library tomorrow. Yay!

To see me for AFA, go Ting and Jose's blog. Photo spammage.

Thanks to the love of God, I got the whole Twilight series for $38.

All hail me.

XD

EDIT: So when I am depressed, I listen to metal bands? How helpful.

1. I think I shall save the haircut money.
2. I want to throw my laptop downstairs so that I can read my Math books and be embraced by Math and be enlightened mathematically and to think more logically and to be better at problem-solving and prepare myself for the modules next year and to make myself feel better.
3. Everyone is desperate for money. Obvious among some shoppers and/or shop owners in various shops in various shopping malls in various regions of a certain country and possibly more ongoing and/or following up, ranging from diamonds of D-grade, jewellery shops closing down, cosplay shops to anything, anyone.
4. I am pissed off.
5. I love cats.
6. I want an encyclopedia on cats. I saw it before. I want it. I love it. I love cats.
7. Hi. My name is Joanne and I am random.
8. Find five positive whole numbers a, b, c, d, e such that there is no subset with a sum divisible by 5. (From "Challenging Problems in Algebra" by Alfred S. Posamentier and Charles T. Salkind, Page 1, Question 1-2)
9. Wow algebra.
10. To all random people my dad possibly knows: I am NOT tall!
    

I feel dead, yet I am still breathing.

After-effects of drugs, huh? Guess I was right saying that **************************. You really are.

Dammit how much longer can I survive? It's only the fucking first day and I am already dying? I must be kidding myself.

...

/slapself

Well, wanted to go JEL, but thanks to my dad, I went to Chinatown.

What followed up is decision between diamonds and friends. I chose friends, only to epic phail at it. Realised we are actually meeting at Dhoby Ghaut, so well, don't need rush back to Jurong East. Thanks Wei Ren, Timo and Yu Jia.

I finally got my over-knee socks. Heheh. Wanted to trim my hair, but due to my fear (me still want my long hair ><) and the holy price we decided not to.

Wore a skirt. Considered a record.

Fun I say.

So apparently, class is gonna be reshuffled next year. I will not know the feelings of it till next year, school starts again.

1. The person who tag/pass you saw posting this quiz is?
Wei Ren

2. Your relationship with him is?
Hai.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
Hai, random, mostly helpful, Audition, gay smile

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Went to Ginza with me to get random stuff xDD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
._.

6. If he/she become your lover you will?
NEVAR.

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
NEVAR.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
NEVAR.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
NEVAR.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Go Ginza West Coast Plaza

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Hehehehe. -gay smile-

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Go see Chester and Yu Jia's blog for reference.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Those I am supposed to love.

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Those I am supposed to hate.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
More sensible.

16.For people that care and like you, say something to them:
-They will know what I want to say.-

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.They are:
1. Yu Jia
2. Amanda Lim
3. Tricia
4. Su Hang
5. Ting
6. Josephine
7. Ian Foo
8. Timothy
9. YS
10. My dad

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with? [Josephine]
Lalala.

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [YS]
I am damning those who thinks he's a girl.

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Ian Foo and my dad]
No.

21. What is no.2 studying about? [Amanda]
Coral reefs.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Tricia]
Yesterday.

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like? [Timothy]
Yellowcard xD

24. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Yu Jia]
Brother.

25. Will you woo no.3? [Tricia]
NEVAR!

26. How about number 7? [Ian Foo]
NEVAAAAAR!

27. Is no. 4 single? [Su Hang]
Yes.

28. What is the surname of no.5? [Ting]
Ting. You haz problem?

29. What's the hobby of no.10? [My dad]
You will not want to know.

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? [Ting and YS]
Duh.

31. Where is no.2 studying at? [Amanda Lim]
Hai.

32.Say something casually about no.1? [Yu Jia]
Ninja hi.

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6? [Josephine]
NEVAR!

34. Where does no.9 live at? [YS]
I don't want him to kill me, so NEVAR!

35. What colour does no.4 like? [Su Hang]
Hmm...brown?

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends? [Ting and Yu Jia]
No.

37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Ian Foo]
Go ask him yourself.

38. What is no.6 doing now? [Josephine]
Sleeping.

Time for reflections though almost no one reads them?

Aisyah
I don't know much about you, but you are always so kind to me.

Ananya
Nothing much to say.

Chester
What I can remember of you is Bleach and that only MSN convo I had with you last year.

Dillen
Nothing to comment.

Shahid
Sorry for being such an asshole in class, and nice working with you for Chemistry PBL.

Zikri
Sorry for ignoring you during class discussions, and nice working with you for PBL also.

Gayathri
Sorry for being harsh to you last year and perhaps this year also, you have been so much more friendly...thanks for being there to cheer me up or even say hi :)

Natalie
Honestly, last year I thought you were one who were too "nice" and "innocent" and thought you were just putting up an innocent front, but as time goes on I realise you are really a nice and friendly person who is always generous and never scolds people. Sorry for being bad to you in the past, forgive me kay?

Lester
I still remember those random conversations with you and Spencer last year in Art Class. Nice time talking about blasting MP3 and trying to sketch pictures of the school. Although I don't really know you that much, I guess that's because you don't show much of yourself also. I hope you can be more outspoken and sentimental, yea?

Timothy
Lol last year you were just silently playing with your laptop, randomly popping up here and there. But this year you've grown more approaching, and though sometimes you think you should be a gamer again, I think it's good you made an effort to reach out, so continue on like that! I like it the way you are more "outward" to others.

Yu Jia
NINJA meow. Well, at first we just briefly said hi to each other, but then suddenly we just talked to each other and we ended up very well! I still remember the trip to Jurong East. It was...an enriching and deep outing for me. It's also nice sitting beside you, drawing MSN convos and writing -ahemcough- comments about certain -ahemcough- authorities. Had a fun time pollinating you, hope we can still be in the same class next year so to accomplish more ninja missions xD. Last of all, a BIG BIG THANKS =D

Jamos
Last year, you simply destroyed everything, made everyone angry, made Ms Chua worried. This year, you changed really, really a lot. You became less destructive, and changed it into "brief strokes of masterpieces". For me, you are one of the nicest person I have met, who does not shout even when you are angry at -cough-. It was really nice knowing someone special like you, and I hope I can see more ice cream sticks from you next year!

Spencer
Sad case, I should say? Well, we used to be good friends, but because of my childishness, we sort of "turned away" from each other. When you asked me about my CAP on MSN yesterday, I was really surprised and thankful that you still talk to me despite of being such an ass. I just want to say, sorry for the "screw you" or whatever last time, those times during Art lessons will be one of my most memorable parts of my life, and thanks for the cat.

Praveer
The most memorable part about you was asking me to be online to play CS with me. Although we did not do that in the end, but to me, you are nice and funny, always entertaining the class and providing laughter for us. You always make the class so much more cheerful and bright.

Tricia
I remember that you were the first person I know during Matriculation Day already, and we've gone through hyper times, anrgy times thanks to -cough-, and even though I've been bad to you sometimes, you nevertheless always stood by me when I need someone, and you've always encouraged me when I am low. Sorry for screaming/shouting/snapping at you, sorry for not taking out so much time for you, and really, really, a big sincere thanks and hug for you, my dearest sister! I hope we can still be "xiao zhang" and "fu xiao zhang" next year in chinese class! You always group up with me for projects, and I really love working together with you, especially for chinese oral presentations. You always try to stand strong, no matter how hard or tiring it is for you. I know I have much more stuff to say for you, but I just can't seem to remember.

Andrew
Hamtaro! You are simply friendly and does not seem to hold a grudge against people generally. Well, of course I don't know what really is the case, but well...wish you good luck for next year and beyond? Yea.

Wayne
Nothing to comment. Hi math genius.

Huiwen
Hard time marking the attendance, huh? XD Always being so violent to Michelle, oh hor...

Michelle
Sorry for being bad to you at times, and we shall always stick together and never separate! XD By the way, don't be so violent. It hurts for someone as thin as me -.-

Satya
Nothing to comment.

Sourav
You can be a nice person. Just...keep working on it. I hope sooner or later, you will get it.

Hilda
o.o Last year I thought you only know how to scream. This year you provide joy for the class instead with your blurness xD Sorry for any criticism about you in the past, thanks for giving so much joy for me at the back of the classroom XDXD

Wei Ren
I remember a lot about you. The deoderant [however you spell that] in your bag, the rubbish you had inside during Orientation, those trips to Vivo and Ginza, the star necklace I got and the name-carved thingy [still in my pencil case], your birthday present for me which is a blue wallet, up to the torrents you helped me find, the random gayness you possess, etc etc. Thanks for being
such a wonderfully random friend. XD

A lot of apologies, a lot of thanks also.

As for the other people in other classes, I wish to reserve them to myself. Sorry to Tricia and Wei Ren, you are in my same class, so I would just say what I want to *.*

GOOD JOB FARADAY! We showed the other houses who we really are this year, but that does not mean we can slack next year. We will continue forward as a house, and never fall down!

Fine lar I am bored like hell.

1. Who was the first person to tag you?
Myself.

2. How do you think of that person?
She is bored like hell right now.

3. Do you eat alot of fast food?
...No, though I would love more spicy KFC stuff D:

4. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
What has that got to do with you? Screw this question-.-

5. Do you eat candy on a regular basis?
Not at all.

6. What's your 5th sent message about?
5th message on paper, handphone, MSN, what? Not like I have a handphone-.-

7.Who was the last person you eat with?
...Myself.

8. Who was the last person you took photo with?
YS, thanks to the devoted paparazzi team.

9. When ordering sushi what do you get?
I don't eat sushi.

10. Who was the last person you sat with?
...People on the bus?

11. What were you doing at 10am?
Run I say, run!

12. Have you changed this summer?
Of course I did, duh! Who actually wears their clothes through summer?!

13. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
I so cannot remember.

14. Where is the place you want to be now?
Out there driving Mercedes on the highway and feeling the wind. =)

15. When was the last time you cried?
...Just this Monday?

16. What's your favourite song for the moment?
How I know?

17. What were you doing at 11 pm ystd?
Zzz.

18. Who's near you?
Near me for what? Define an event at least larh-.-

19. What were you doing at 5am in the morning?
Erm...doing this quiz now?

20. Who was the last person who talk to you on the phone?
I just don't want to tell you, you know? -.- I just don't want to.

21. Whose house did you go to last month?
Mine lorh. (The answer you get if you don't want to see the other answer)

22. Who honestly knows everything about you?
You lorh, since you so siao. =.= Screw this question.

23. Who broke your heart?
Myself mostly.

24. Honestly do you love someone very much?
Too much.

25. Who was the last person to tell you i love you?
Who else lar, godammit.

26. Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
What you think? I kena forced to kiss because of kidnap is it?

27. Are there any parts of your body which hurts?
...

28. In the supermarket which thing caught your attention first?
The awesome queues.

29. How cool do you think you are?
Not very, for there be no wind today.

30. Do you take drugs?
Yes of course.

31. Who do you hate most?
Myself.

32. Who was the first person to text you this morning?
Screw you. -NA-

33. What was the first thing you did this morning?
Hi.

34. What was the last mistake you made?
Screwing up as always.

35. What are you listening to now?
Somewhere I Belong -- Linkin Park

36. What is the last person of opp gender you had conversation with?
MSN, Jun Yap.
FTF, YS.

37. Who was the last person that called you?
Who. Else. Can. Be. Calling. Me. I wonder.

38. Is there something you want to tell someone special?
Meow ^^ XD

-end of hell-

10 ppl to do: Free for all!

Do my words show that I am not hurt?

Do I look like I cannot be hurt, or guilty?

Do you think it's easy for me to go through 1 week + of hell?

All on the basis of not disturbing you. How naive of me.

Perhaps it's a different type of hatred you have? Perhaps it's a different type of childishness I have?

Or perhaps, I am just being the idiot here?

Are you smiling at my stupidity? Are you laughing at my tears?

Or perhaps, I have nothing in the first place?

What, or who, have I ever truly possessed before?

Am I even allowed to have someone? Or is it all just a stupid illusion of me? Was it too much from me to ask for? Or too little?

I need someone to help me find the answers. But no one is willing to help me, right?

Those words of me, give you a reason to not help me, right?

What is it you truly want? Or maybe me? Or there is no me?

All on the basis of not wanting to disturb you. What am I thinking?

You think I am stupid, don't you.

I fail and I failed very bad, as always.

MUSIC MEME:
1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 3 people.
5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
アントワネットブルー ～D・Gray-man Ending Ver.～ -- 北出菜奈
Don't understand a hell at all =.=

2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
Amarantine -- Enya
..."Time will always find a way, to let your heart believe it's true..."

3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
Diabelli Variations Op. 120 var XX-XXIII -- Beethoven
No comments.

4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
Darts -- System of A Down
"Life threatening lifestyles, a hitman, a nun, lovers..." Nun huh.

5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIENDS THEME SONG?
半兽人 -- 周杰伦
O.O

6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
Daffodil Lament -- Cranberries
I don't know what lines to quote. I really don't.

7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
菊花台 -- 周杰伦
What the hell?! Actually, considering the movie, yes high school is EXACTLY LIKE THE MOVIE.

10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
Toy Symphony -- Various Orchestral
O.O What?! Toys...yea I wish.

11. TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
Am Ende stehen wir zwei -- Lacrimosa
"At The End There are the two of us" Arithmetically correct, I hope.

12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
Fuse -- Xero (formal Linkin Park)
Has my life been fused?

13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
When I'm Gone -- Eminem
It. ****ing. Explains. There you go.

14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
Piano Sonata Op 101 (2nd movement) -- Beethoven
They see me as a sonata? Well sure. Dark ones I say.

15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
Op. 30, Keyboard Works, Book 2, No.6 in F-Sharp M(inor)? -- Mendelssohn
Does not explain. Good for you, stupid player.

16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
Night -- Audition
...Considering the fact that the words being repeated redundantly are "**** it", I really don't know.

17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
Of Two Beginnings -- Pain of Salvation
Honestly, what do I need that for.

18. HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?
Elect The Dead -- Serj Tankian
If only George Bush was dead.

19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
Prelude -- Killswitch Engage
"Deep inside you, deep inside your..." Your what? What is it supposed to mean?!

20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
Op. 28 No. 23 Prelude in F Major -- Chopin
Very promising, I assure you.

21. WHAT SONG WILL YOU STRIP TO?
Our Farewell -- Within Temptation
This. Does. Not. Fit. (Ting's comment for her song)

22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Of No Avail -- Heaven Shall Burn
Exactly. HAHAHA.

23. WHAT DOES YOUR MOTHER THINK OF YOU?
Quest for Resistance -- Heaven Shall Burn
...resistance to what. Dude.

24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
Whoever Brings the Night -- Nightwish
Correctly twisted, I say.

25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
BWV 851 - Das Wolhtemperierte Clavier I - Prelude and Fugue No.6 in D minor -- Bach
Sure.

26. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
Amadeus -- o2jam
It's like a popular song on o2jam? Huh?!

27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
Don't Wait -- Dashboard Confessional
For you-all-know-what, I guess.

What. The. Fork.

I am crying very hard right now. Screw the world.

Why are the Keroro songs SO WTF???!!!

I don't even need to watch it on youtube, I download the songs, I listen, I want to cry.

IT'S SO WTF!!!!!!!!

Though I must admit, I LOVE the Draw-To-Song song, because it is so cuuuute, but WTF!!!

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