F1 was lol.
Nothing to comment about Hamilton, because I don't know much about drivers.
But go McLaren Mercedes! :DD

I am beginning to like Ferrari too. Shall learn more about its cars one day.

Final Fantasy music is teh love.

I would classify this weekend normal. Which is sad.

We are best friends gone crazy >D

My blog has actually been dead for 3 days?!
Having fever D:

And I am sleepy still. After 9 hours of bloody sleep! T.T

Rawrrrrrr.

I know no one reads my blog anymore.
So.

Fuck it all.
Whatever I do does not fucking matter in the end, because no one else fucking cares.
I thought there would be people standing alongside me.
Ends up I was too fast for them, too far away for them to catch up.
So they don't bother in the end.

Then why do I still fucking bother?
Why do I fucking bother practise? Why do I fucking bother trying not to cry when no one else is even looking at me in the first place?

Why do I fucking bother concerning myself with others' matters when they don't even fucking respond to my concerns?
Yes, 1 less concern from ME does not mean much.

Negligible yea.
Fuck it. Time and again I tell myself, I need to try just a bit more, I need to push myself just a little further.

Even after I tried, and then I failed, I then blame myself and assume that I did not do much. Thus I should do more.

This is how I have to fucking motivate myself. To tell myself that I've not done much.
And I end up burning myself to ashes (which have to re revived forcefully by the world).

The others are still shining brightly. Without me.

Thanks for making me realise how little difference I make. At least I won't have to worry so much when I am not with you anymore.

Because without me, everything will go on just as fine, right?

Why do I fucking bother convincing myself that everything will be alright, when someone else already gave up from the start?

Bye.

Yes Tuesday is fun :D
...

Wait WHATTTT~?
XD

Me: "Hey I downloaded Touhou!"
Various people: "Wait WHATTTT~?!"
=.=

Today was not so bad actually. Especially CO practice.
Yes I am actually saying that CO practice was fun.
Awesome right.

With fun comes fatigue.
Oh well.
Bye xD

Meh ):

Today's post shall be short and sweet.

Blah * 100.
(presses enter)
(fine presses 2 enters)

Good.
(presses 2 enters)

D: * 100.
(presses 2 enters)

Byeeee D:
(sorry, no more enters xP)

Burn us together, so we can fall while still with each other...

Right now I don't even know why I am posting anymore.
But it just feels nice to have the blog posts number increasing you know?
And somehow having a blog gives me a feeling of having a personal object.

Virtual possession. What the lol.

And I love typing on the keyboard. And I love typing crap that I know no one would read.
Like emo chinese passages.
xD

Maybe I should join writing competitions. And not feel so bad for not winning trophies.
Shall go search online now!
-takes earphones first-

EDIT: THANKS BLOGGER FOR DELETING MY TEXT
D<

FINE LAR YOU WIN. I DON'T POST ANYMORE T.T

Byeee ):
It feels weird, how I can't sleep without you close to me.

1) "Bar 43 is after bar 44!" -- CO Conductor, in a very loud voice
2) "Why you cannot find bar 36? It is before 35 and after 37!" -- the aforementioned CO Conductor

And well, he was talking about how we cannot count bars properly. =.=

3) Nobuo Uematsu ftw! :DDD

你放心，即使我绝望了，我依然活着。
我依旧活着。
但是活得不完整。好不完整。
但那也与你无关，对吧。

你敢回答吗？
Something tells me I am possibly screwed over to hell.

Where do I go towards?
Myself or facades?
I am so paranoid.
Because anything could go wrong anytime.
I wish I know how to stop the damned paranoia. D:
Because I hate to keep thinking I may lose you one day.
But it just won't go T.T
Because I keep seeing her. Everywhere.
And the best thing is this.
My paranoia is for 2 people.
Damn it.
D:

Psychologically tired.
I'm actually ok, I just can't support myself that well.
I'll be alright.
I just need time.
And you.
And you.

(Damn it.)

Yay I am finally experiencing the after-effects of aforementioned insomnia.
Sleepy.
:D

Screw chinese elective essay.
Should have went home and sleep. T.T

Oh well, if I reach home I will be equally/more distressed, so well.
:/

I need more things to spam about (and distract me from writing the darned essay).
Oh yea now that I can bring my laptop everywhere with awesome battery, I probably can bring it everywhere and update it everywhere too! xD

(No Firefox, xD is NOT a spelling error. -.-)
Flash games ftw!
Too many to list down though.

I recommend "Being One" and "Being One: Episode 2" though. They are AWESOME. XD
Or if you <3 achievements, play "Achievements unlocked". :D

GROW! series is fun. Really. See how the things randomly grow and level up and change from a ball to some siao TV antenna. xD

): I wish I have more things to spam.
Oh yea NUS High got third! But this is the first year we made it to the finals, so good job!

-yawn-

Insomnia ftw.
For 3 days straight I slept latr than 1am.
So much for "I need sleep"
xD

Acer Inspire One ftw! (The only thing I hate about it is the left shift key. So hard to press T.T)

Can't wait for NSC later.
Go NUSH! xD

Ok what the fuck some random person called me without saying anything.
=.=
Holidays are utterly boring!
I don't want to do my chinese elective essay. At all.
(Ahhh the wrath of elective modules, for I am left with elective module assignments)

I want to be in Malaysia. Now.
Bye.

Eventually, we will meet in the same heaven.

I refuse to start on my chinese elective essay.
How interesting can ranting about Qin emperor be?
D:

-Just lazy to think actually. Bad habit of mine, but yeah-

Want. To. Slack. :D

-no comments-

Meh.
Bored and cold and disappointed and...
): !

FF is regularly lagging thanks to some random script on the Java website.
(FF = Firefox, not Final Fantasy, sorry xD)

Prince of Tennis 11! (I just happened to stop there for now, but it's nice :D)

Edit: HAHAHA I LAUGH TOO EASILY XD

(From http://www.little-gamers.com/2000/12/12/110/)

Unfuck you!
:D

Holy crapz holiday homework!
I haz like, how many?

T.T

Prize presentation was long.
I always suck at the last 100m.
Some people were awesome as usual.
A lot others have previously undiscovered potential.

As Huiwen pointed out, our school sports events are cursed with rain.
I got 3 anticlimax periods. Supposed warming up = cooling down.

Nobel basically pwned this year.
Though Faraday still pwns the most! (By 2 points, very scary xD)

FTW: Faraday The Win
=D!

Sports Day.
First third event and last third event.
Both lane 5.
Die.
Can't wait to see some people run though; they are awesome.

For example ******* and *******. And ******* too!
xD

Lol each * does NOT represent a character/space. Haha.
This post is so boring D:
Because the day's boring, duh.

(Would like to talk about someone, decided not to)
See I am so nice, keep their secrets carefully! xDD

Byeeeee (:
(Wish me luck for Sports Day okay D:)

Deep within me
Life's crawling and wasting my days
Another right gone
And I know there will be another way
I'm leading myself to be free
In this eternal goodbye

Within Me -- Lacuna Coil

I just don't know why everything has to go away
I just don't know why everything has to fade away
I cannot escape
There's nothing more I can do
I just don't know why do I need you?

What I See -- Lacuna Coil

"Feeling lonely and content at the same time,
I believe,
is a rare kind of happiness"

Lagoon -- Nightwish

In my world
Love is for poets
Never the famous balcony scene
Just a dying faith
On the heaven's gate

Swanheart -- Nightwish

Feeling your ripples in my sea, getting drowned by your overwhelming afterwaves.
Lol.

Bye xD

Hang me on a cross, stab me to death while I see your face and watch you smile just once more before I die.

Sometimes death gets too simple.

Writing my life story with my blood and tears

* Name: Tan Yong Ying
* School: NUS High School of Math & Science
* Class: M07106, M08206, M09304
* House: Faraday

F1 was lol.
Nothing to comment about Hamilton, because I don't know much about drivers.
But go McLaren Mercedes! :DD

I am beginning to like Ferrari too. Shall learn more about its cars one day.

Final Fantasy music is teh love.

I would classify this weekend normal. Which is sad.

We are best friends gone crazy >D

My blog has actually been dead for 3 days?!
Having fever D:

And I am sleepy still. After 9 hours of bloody sleep! T.T

Rawrrrrrr.

I know no one reads my blog anymore.
So.

Fuck it all.
Whatever I do does not fucking matter in the end, because no one else fucking cares.
I thought there would be people standing alongside me.
Ends up I was too fast for them, too far away for them to catch up.
So they don't bother in the end.

Then why do I still fucking bother?
Why do I fucking bother practise? Why do I fucking bother trying not to cry when no one else is even looking at me in the first place?

Why do I fucking bother concerning myself with others' matters when they don't even fucking respond to my concerns?
Yes, 1 less concern from ME does not mean much.

Negligible yea.
Fuck it. Time and again I tell myself, I need to try just a bit more, I need to push myself just a little further.

Even after I tried, and then I failed, I then blame myself and assume that I did not do much. Thus I should do more.

This is how I have to fucking motivate myself. To tell myself that I've not done much.
And I end up burning myself to ashes (which have to re revived forcefully by the world).

The others are still shining brightly. Without me.

Thanks for making me realise how little difference I make. At least I won't have to worry so much when I am not with you anymore.

Because without me, everything will go on just as fine, right?

Why do I fucking bother convincing myself that everything will be alright, when someone else already gave up from the start?

Bye.

Yes Tuesday is fun :D
...

Wait WHATTTT~?
XD

Me: "Hey I downloaded Touhou!"
Various people: "Wait WHATTTT~?!"
=.=

Today was not so bad actually. Especially CO practice.
Yes I am actually saying that CO practice was fun.
Awesome right.

With fun comes fatigue.
Oh well.
Bye xD

Meh ):

Today's post shall be short and sweet.

Blah * 100.
(presses enter)
(fine presses 2 enters)

Good.
(presses 2 enters)

D: * 100.
(presses 2 enters)

Byeeee D:
(sorry, no more enters xP)

Burn us together, so we can fall while still with each other...

Right now I don't even know why I am posting anymore.
But it just feels nice to have the blog posts number increasing you know?
And somehow having a blog gives me a feeling of having a personal object.

Virtual possession. What the lol.

And I love typing on the keyboard. And I love typing crap that I know no one would read.
Like emo chinese passages.
xD

Maybe I should join writing competitions. And not feel so bad for not winning trophies.
Shall go search online now!
-takes earphones first-

EDIT: THANKS BLOGGER FOR DELETING MY TEXT
D<

FINE LAR YOU WIN. I DON'T POST ANYMORE T.T

Byeee ):
It feels weird, how I can't sleep without you close to me.

1) "Bar 43 is after bar 44!" -- CO Conductor, in a very loud voice
2) "Why you cannot find bar 36? It is before 35 and after 37!" -- the aforementioned CO Conductor

And well, he was talking about how we cannot count bars properly. =.=

3) Nobuo Uematsu ftw! :DDD

你放心，即使我绝望了，我依然活着。
我依旧活着。
但是活得不完整。好不完整。
但那也与你无关，对吧。

你敢回答吗？
Something tells me I am possibly screwed over to hell.

Where do I go towards?
Myself or facades?
I am so paranoid.
Because anything could go wrong anytime.
I wish I know how to stop the damned paranoia. D:
Because I hate to keep thinking I may lose you one day.
But it just won't go T.T
Because I keep seeing her. Everywhere.
And the best thing is this.
My paranoia is for 2 people.
Damn it.
D:

Psychologically tired.
I'm actually ok, I just can't support myself that well.
I'll be alright.
I just need time.
And you.
And you.

(Damn it.)

Yay I am finally experiencing the after-effects of aforementioned insomnia.
Sleepy.
:D

Screw chinese elective essay.
Should have went home and sleep. T.T

Oh well, if I reach home I will be equally/more distressed, so well.
:/

I need more things to spam about (and distract me from writing the darned essay).
Oh yea now that I can bring my laptop everywhere with awesome battery, I probably can bring it everywhere and update it everywhere too! xD

(No Firefox, xD is NOT a spelling error. -.-)
Flash games ftw!
Too many to list down though.

I recommend "Being One" and "Being One: Episode 2" though. They are AWESOME. XD
Or if you <3 achievements, play "Achievements unlocked". :D

GROW! series is fun. Really. See how the things randomly grow and level up and change from a ball to some siao TV antenna. xD

): I wish I have more things to spam.
Oh yea NUS High got third! But this is the first year we made it to the finals, so good job!

-yawn-

Insomnia ftw.
For 3 days straight I slept latr than 1am.
So much for "I need sleep"
xD

Acer Inspire One ftw! (The only thing I hate about it is the left shift key. So hard to press T.T)

Can't wait for NSC later.
Go NUSH! xD

Ok what the fuck some random person called me without saying anything.
=.=
Holidays are utterly boring!
I don't want to do my chinese elective essay. At all.
(Ahhh the wrath of elective modules, for I am left with elective module assignments)

I want to be in Malaysia. Now.
Bye.

Eventually, we will meet in the same heaven.

I refuse to start on my chinese elective essay.
How interesting can ranting about Qin emperor be?
D:

-Just lazy to think actually. Bad habit of mine, but yeah-

Want. To. Slack. :D

-no comments-

Meh.
Bored and cold and disappointed and...
): !

FF is regularly lagging thanks to some random script on the Java website.
(FF = Firefox, not Final Fantasy, sorry xD)

Prince of Tennis 11! (I just happened to stop there for now, but it's nice :D)

Edit: HAHAHA I LAUGH TOO EASILY XD

(From http://www.little-gamers.com/2000/12/12/110/)

Unfuck you!
:D

Holy crapz holiday homework!
I haz like, how many?

T.T

Prize presentation was long.
I always suck at the last 100m.
Some people were awesome as usual.
A lot others have previously undiscovered potential.

As Huiwen pointed out, our school sports events are cursed with rain.
I got 3 anticlimax periods. Supposed warming up = cooling down.

Nobel basically pwned this year.
Though Faraday still pwns the most! (By 2 points, very scary xD)

FTW: Faraday The Win
=D!

Sports Day.
First third event and last third event.
Both lane 5.
Die.
Can't wait to see some people run though; they are awesome.

For example ******* and *******. And ******* too!
xD

Lol each * does NOT represent a character/space. Haha.
This post is so boring D:
Because the day's boring, duh.

(Would like to talk about someone, decided not to)
See I am so nice, keep their secrets carefully! xDD

Byeeeee (:
(Wish me luck for Sports Day okay D:)

Deep within me
Life's crawling and wasting my days
Another right gone
And I know there will be another way
I'm leading myself to be free
In this eternal goodbye

Within Me -- Lacuna Coil

I just don't know why everything has to go away
I just don't know why everything has to fade away
I cannot escape
There's nothing more I can do
I just don't know why do I need you?

What I See -- Lacuna Coil

"Feeling lonely and content at the same time,
I believe,
is a rare kind of happiness"

Lagoon -- Nightwish

In my world
Love is for poets
Never the famous balcony scene
Just a dying faith
On the heaven's gate

Swanheart -- Nightwish

Feeling your ripples in my sea, getting drowned by your overwhelming afterwaves.
Lol.

Bye xD

Hang me on a cross, stab me to death while I see your face and watch you smile just once more before I die.

Sometimes death gets too simple.

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