That was random. Or perhaps not.
Either way you won't get it.
xD

MSG saves the day!
Why are there no more emo song lyrics? ):

Lalala~
Lala (of teletubbies)
La (Pull/"the" for female nouns in French/the note after soh, before ti/BORED)

Whee!
Who am I randoming for?

她只不过是个娃娃罢了。
也许是木雕，也许是布织，也许是瓷烧，谁都说不清。
广阔世界，繁忙都市，拥挤街道，到处都有人。目标，并不难找。

空心的她，就这样到处流浪，不停等待。等待着世上那么一个善良的人，在她身上发现天真无邪的可爱；等待着世上那么一个无助的人，在她身上发现最后一丝希望、最后一盏生命的灯火。

然后，她慢慢地贴近那个人的生活、慢慢地发掘那人心中的喜怒哀乐、慢慢地让自己的生命经历，一点一滴融入那人的脑海中。

直到她锁住了那人心中要害。

顺便把它给吞了。

要那颗心干嘛？不是才刚愈合，你现在就想占有？人家都那么问她。

也许人到头来，都是自私的。娃娃也不例外哦。

--------------------------

你可曾想过，家里那些摆得乱七八糟的玩具，商店里那些摆设着的绒毛小熊，小女孩手里抱着的洋娃娃，他们是否也有感情？即使有想过，也纯粹是把最天真的开心、懊恼和伤心与这些看似无害的“东西”联系起来。

可是，若这些玩具有开心、懊恼、伤心的情绪，那它们凭什么理由，没有一颗想占有的心？

看似无思绪的娃娃，并不那么想把那颗心占为己有。
虽说拥有比较好，可她不想伤害这个人一辈子。

她只不过是想看那人怎么白痴得把一颗心寄托在他喜欢的事物上。
虽说那人白痴，但有时白痴的人最可爱。

为了不想辜负那人的下半生，她只好在圆了那人心中的梦想之后，狠心的伤害他。
也许他会变得聪明一点，变得坚强一点。

把他心俘虏着，残忍地践踏、撕碎，再还给他。
希望你能找到一个真心喜欢你，但又能够劝全心全意照顾你的人。

她以为自己只不过和那人玩一场游戏罢了，一个必胜的游戏。
可是，伤害他，也伤了自己。

--------------------------

怎么玩这场游戏，才能必胜呢？
对了，让自己从他人的懊恼中得到快乐，把自己的幸福建立在他人的痛苦上。
反正世上痛苦的人，到处都是。（代表着她的幸福到处都能寻到）

不能以感情作为这场游戏的奖品。

--------------------------

爱，是一把双刃刀。
它帮助你放下自己的痛，却也同时在他人心上，画上一道道疤痕。
时间流逝，回忆经生命海浪的冲刷而渐渐淡去。
可疤痕依然清晰可见。

--------------------------

就这样，她学会了怎么利用痛苦，击中人心中最脆弱的一部分：全部。
就这样，她一天天变得麻木、对痛苦那刺骨的感觉已渐渐习惯，直到消失。
就这样，她变得今天那幅空心的模样。

她继续到处找寻，一个她能伤害的人。
而若有哪个人，是愿意被她永远伤害的人，就是个她能信任的人。

那个人，还真难找。
但最后还是被她找到了。

Today SUCKS.
(Purely because it was uninteresting just like yesterday)
Rawr.

Did quite a bit of work (relative to other days)
Only to realise I have more work.
Slept a lot in the night already. Probably going to sleep even more later.

FINALLY I haz good wind today.
Chinese compo marks were amazing.
Whole day was uninteresting generally.
4th weekday in a row. This is turning bad.
I miss giant packets of instant noodles with MSG.
I should have joined the Sudoku competition. Rawr.
LOL do you see a staircase? Yes? Or no? Eh?
Yuxiang has damn nice chinese compo.
Boredom does wonders generally.
Like me typing this blogpost.
And trying to be awesome.
And failing teribbly.
Meh this sucks D:
I want life back.
I wantz you.
Bye T.T

All of your love,
was all that I needed~

All of Your Love -- Hello Goodbye

Restlessness is going to result in me changing blogskin again.
So yea.
xP

Who still reads my blog anymore?
Mind tagging?
I just want to know.
Because I am curious.
Muahaha xD.

(**** you I am bored to hell so don't talk to me unnecessarily rawr D<)

Oh NO the 3rd edit does not exist.
Meh D:

I needz money. My own money.
I needz research. My unique research topic.
I needz sleep.

Rawr.

'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Boring throughout.
Sleepy now.
Congratulations to free lunch.

EDIT: Not sleepy anymore.
But shall be busy.
xDD

EDIT[2]: Boreddd.
How many posts are titled o.o and wtf?
xD
May the thoughts race around in your minds, running free and wild.
May the thoughts consume you.
May the thoughts stab you, and let you bleed to death.
May you rest in peace (together with pieces [of memories, of words, of actions]).

Ahahaha :D my english sucks so much more than my chinese, sorry xP
(not like I would translate that into chinese)

With hopes and/or wishes, come anticipations/ daydreams/ increase in deaths.

Sorry, I swear I am purely bored. xD
Ok break over. Look out for 3rd edit!

Oh LOL I have abandoned this post for like, 1 hour 26 minutes. :D
Whole day was boring, lunch was gay, afternoon was sian, fell asleep at rehearsal.

Rawrz to teh BOREDOM. D:

As expected of rehearsals, it's a waste of time.
However it was fun!
Especially scaring Mr Wang away.

3 tests next week.

Finally done with the Naruto manga!
-joins in line of other Naruto fans who have to suffer while waiting for the progress of a fight every week-
A lot of mangas, books, animes, documetaries to read and watch.

On top of a lot of homework.

D:

1) PROTEIN =/= ELEMENT.
2) Potassium is in Group 1, not group 17 (or more conventionally referred to as 7, though I prefer 7A for clarity)!!!!!!!!!!

Rawr NSC was O.O.

Sports Day I was fun. :D
Can't wait for Sports Day II.

Good job runners!

GO FARADAY =DDDDD

Hi insomnia! How've you been? :D
I am so gonna die for Sports Day 4 * 400m relay later on D:
Dieeeee T.T

But for Faraday, I will survive! xDD
And for you too, baka (:

Sian.
Who am I to define sanity anymore.
What is supposed to be normal, conventional, and what is not?

The bad thing about realising everything is relative is that you know deep inside you, some perceptions you have for things may be normal relative to no one but you.

And that's when you fall, for you are not born of the same wavelength.

After all that has happened, so much and too much of it, do we really look forward to a better life next year?

http://www.asofterworld.com/index.php?id=470

For the win.

[Why the hell.]

This is great shit.
Great fucking confusing shit.

What am I supposed to think? (Like what is the best set of coordinates for an object to acquire such that the line which the center of mass lies on has a torque of 0?)

Fuck.

What's wrong with the internet?
It's so slow D:

Maybe I did care after all.
Sorry.

[credits to Tricia (T) and meeeee (J) xD]

T: Love
J: Hate
T: Ate
J: At
T: What?
J: ha
T: LOL
J: ROFLMFAO
T: insane
J: (pea)nuts
T: bubbles
J: fish
T: jelly
J: pudding
T: puddle
J: wet
T: messy
J: 1 + 2 = 3
T: physics students
J: PHD
T: permanent head damage
J: Hilda
T: 子曰
J: 卓老师
T: 小人物的心声
J: When I Grow Up
T: I wanna be rich
J: Mercedes-Benz
T: Cardillac
J: Suspension
T: Tension
J: F = ma
T: *insert Maxwell's equations*
J: YS
T: must slap
J: awesome
T: cheezburger
J: You cannot haz
T: All your base
J: NaOH
T: HCl
J: Neutralisation
T: Animals
J: pussies kitties
T: femal death vocalists
J: Metal
T: Fe
J: Oxidation no.
T: Carbboxylic acid
J: (from oxidation of) Aldehydes
T: (from oxidation of) Alcohols
J: Primary School
T: drunk toddlers
J: PARTY!
T: Woots
J: O_O
T: =.=
J: (draws stickman on =s of =.=)
T: OMG
J: (draws free body diagram of box)
T: (draws body free diagram of cell mitosis)

THE END

Why am I even bothering to blog larh lol.
Amazing I got decent marks for my Chinese reflection.
Tricia writes poems too.
I am bored.
I am spammed.
I am harassed.
I am STILL bored.
I love CS.
I love aircon.
I love Chemistry.
I love Mathematics.
I love Physics.
I love internal server errors.
I love C Language.
I love Visual Basic.
I (don't really) love Java (almost the same as C Lang, not much new syntax...)
I love you!
I love chocolate.
I love mocha.
I love cafes.
I love splurging.
I love EMPHASIS :D
I (am starting to) love English classes (Thanks Ms Ling!)
I love a hell lotta songs.
I love being weird, insane, hyper, random!
I love blue.
I love black.
I love white.
I love blue with black
I love black with white.
I love white with white.
I love expressions (You know, functions...)
I love spamming.
I love anticipating towards the end of spam.
I love suspense.
I love books.
I love love.

Goodnight.

In every KDrama, there is at least one bitch.

[insert supposed Chinese paragraph here]

Why bother man. So sian.

Epic quote of the day:

Nazism/Dictatorship:
You have two cows; the goverment takes both, and then shoots you.

Just decided to not bother anymore.
Because I can't see the moon )':

1) Watch "Cure for Insomnia" movie. Worth it! :D
2) Sudoku (easy AND time-killing)
3) Sleep (Pills work equally well)
4) Roller coasters!

I am strongly for the last opinion.

By the way, people these days are rebels and are not as obedient as I wish them to be. Sigh.

Sometimes my heart just sinks so deep, right to the bottom, that no matter what you say, it can't be any worse anymore.

In other words, I'll be fine.
Don't you dare worry about me. xD

Today's word of simplicity is:
CONCOURSE!!!!! <333

Realised something:
Clarity is relative.

Writing my life story with my blood and tears

* Name: Tan Yong Ying
* School: NUS High School of Math & Science
* Class: M07106, M08206, M09304
* House: Faraday

That was random. Or perhaps not.
Either way you won't get it.
xD

MSG saves the day!
Why are there no more emo song lyrics? ):

Lalala~
Lala (of teletubbies)
La (Pull/"the" for female nouns in French/the note after soh, before ti/BORED)

Whee!
Who am I randoming for?

她只不过是个娃娃罢了。
也许是木雕，也许是布织，也许是瓷烧，谁都说不清。
广阔世界，繁忙都市，拥挤街道，到处都有人。目标，并不难找。

空心的她，就这样到处流浪，不停等待。等待着世上那么一个善良的人，在她身上发现天真无邪的可爱；等待着世上那么一个无助的人，在她身上发现最后一丝希望、最后一盏生命的灯火。

然后，她慢慢地贴近那个人的生活、慢慢地发掘那人心中的喜怒哀乐、慢慢地让自己的生命经历，一点一滴融入那人的脑海中。

直到她锁住了那人心中要害。

顺便把它给吞了。

要那颗心干嘛？不是才刚愈合，你现在就想占有？人家都那么问她。

也许人到头来，都是自私的。娃娃也不例外哦。

--------------------------

你可曾想过，家里那些摆得乱七八糟的玩具，商店里那些摆设着的绒毛小熊，小女孩手里抱着的洋娃娃，他们是否也有感情？即使有想过，也纯粹是把最天真的开心、懊恼和伤心与这些看似无害的“东西”联系起来。

可是，若这些玩具有开心、懊恼、伤心的情绪，那它们凭什么理由，没有一颗想占有的心？

看似无思绪的娃娃，并不那么想把那颗心占为己有。
虽说拥有比较好，可她不想伤害这个人一辈子。

她只不过是想看那人怎么白痴得把一颗心寄托在他喜欢的事物上。
虽说那人白痴，但有时白痴的人最可爱。

为了不想辜负那人的下半生，她只好在圆了那人心中的梦想之后，狠心的伤害他。
也许他会变得聪明一点，变得坚强一点。

把他心俘虏着，残忍地践踏、撕碎，再还给他。
希望你能找到一个真心喜欢你，但又能够劝全心全意照顾你的人。

她以为自己只不过和那人玩一场游戏罢了，一个必胜的游戏。
可是，伤害他，也伤了自己。

--------------------------

怎么玩这场游戏，才能必胜呢？
对了，让自己从他人的懊恼中得到快乐，把自己的幸福建立在他人的痛苦上。
反正世上痛苦的人，到处都是。（代表着她的幸福到处都能寻到）

不能以感情作为这场游戏的奖品。

--------------------------

爱，是一把双刃刀。
它帮助你放下自己的痛，却也同时在他人心上，画上一道道疤痕。
时间流逝，回忆经生命海浪的冲刷而渐渐淡去。
可疤痕依然清晰可见。

--------------------------

就这样，她学会了怎么利用痛苦，击中人心中最脆弱的一部分：全部。
就这样，她一天天变得麻木、对痛苦那刺骨的感觉已渐渐习惯，直到消失。
就这样，她变得今天那幅空心的模样。

她继续到处找寻，一个她能伤害的人。
而若有哪个人，是愿意被她永远伤害的人，就是个她能信任的人。

那个人，还真难找。
但最后还是被她找到了。

Today SUCKS.
(Purely because it was uninteresting just like yesterday)
Rawr.

Did quite a bit of work (relative to other days)
Only to realise I have more work.
Slept a lot in the night already. Probably going to sleep even more later.

FINALLY I haz good wind today.
Chinese compo marks were amazing.
Whole day was uninteresting generally.
4th weekday in a row. This is turning bad.
I miss giant packets of instant noodles with MSG.
I should have joined the Sudoku competition. Rawr.
LOL do you see a staircase? Yes? Or no? Eh?
Yuxiang has damn nice chinese compo.
Boredom does wonders generally.
Like me typing this blogpost.
And trying to be awesome.
And failing teribbly.
Meh this sucks D:
I want life back.
I wantz you.
Bye T.T

All of your love,
was all that I needed~

All of Your Love -- Hello Goodbye

Restlessness is going to result in me changing blogskin again.
So yea.
xP

Who still reads my blog anymore?
Mind tagging?
I just want to know.
Because I am curious.
Muahaha xD.

(**** you I am bored to hell so don't talk to me unnecessarily rawr D<)

Oh NO the 3rd edit does not exist.
Meh D:

I needz money. My own money.
I needz research. My unique research topic.
I needz sleep.

Rawr.

'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Boring throughout.
Sleepy now.
Congratulations to free lunch.

EDIT: Not sleepy anymore.
But shall be busy.
xDD

EDIT[2]: Boreddd.
How many posts are titled o.o and wtf?
xD
May the thoughts race around in your minds, running free and wild.
May the thoughts consume you.
May the thoughts stab you, and let you bleed to death.
May you rest in peace (together with pieces [of memories, of words, of actions]).

Ahahaha :D my english sucks so much more than my chinese, sorry xP
(not like I would translate that into chinese)

With hopes and/or wishes, come anticipations/ daydreams/ increase in deaths.

Sorry, I swear I am purely bored. xD
Ok break over. Look out for 3rd edit!

Oh LOL I have abandoned this post for like, 1 hour 26 minutes. :D
Whole day was boring, lunch was gay, afternoon was sian, fell asleep at rehearsal.

Rawrz to teh BOREDOM. D:

As expected of rehearsals, it's a waste of time.
However it was fun!
Especially scaring Mr Wang away.

3 tests next week.

Finally done with the Naruto manga!
-joins in line of other Naruto fans who have to suffer while waiting for the progress of a fight every week-
A lot of mangas, books, animes, documetaries to read and watch.

On top of a lot of homework.

D:

1) PROTEIN =/= ELEMENT.
2) Potassium is in Group 1, not group 17 (or more conventionally referred to as 7, though I prefer 7A for clarity)!!!!!!!!!!

Rawr NSC was O.O.

Sports Day I was fun. :D
Can't wait for Sports Day II.

Good job runners!

GO FARADAY =DDDDD

Hi insomnia! How've you been? :D
I am so gonna die for Sports Day 4 * 400m relay later on D:
Dieeeee T.T

But for Faraday, I will survive! xDD
And for you too, baka (:

Sian.
Who am I to define sanity anymore.
What is supposed to be normal, conventional, and what is not?

The bad thing about realising everything is relative is that you know deep inside you, some perceptions you have for things may be normal relative to no one but you.

And that's when you fall, for you are not born of the same wavelength.

After all that has happened, so much and too much of it, do we really look forward to a better life next year?

http://www.asofterworld.com/index.php?id=470

For the win.

[Why the hell.]

This is great shit.
Great fucking confusing shit.

What am I supposed to think? (Like what is the best set of coordinates for an object to acquire such that the line which the center of mass lies on has a torque of 0?)

Fuck.

What's wrong with the internet?
It's so slow D:

Maybe I did care after all.
Sorry.

[credits to Tricia (T) and meeeee (J) xD]

T: Love
J: Hate
T: Ate
J: At
T: What?
J: ha
T: LOL
J: ROFLMFAO
T: insane
J: (pea)nuts
T: bubbles
J: fish
T: jelly
J: pudding
T: puddle
J: wet
T: messy
J: 1 + 2 = 3
T: physics students
J: PHD
T: permanent head damage
J: Hilda
T: 子曰
J: 卓老师
T: 小人物的心声
J: When I Grow Up
T: I wanna be rich
J: Mercedes-Benz
T: Cardillac
J: Suspension
T: Tension
J: F = ma
T: *insert Maxwell's equations*
J: YS
T: must slap
J: awesome
T: cheezburger
J: You cannot haz
T: All your base
J: NaOH
T: HCl
J: Neutralisation
T: Animals
J: pussies kitties
T: femal death vocalists
J: Metal
T: Fe
J: Oxidation no.
T: Carbboxylic acid
J: (from oxidation of) Aldehydes
T: (from oxidation of) Alcohols
J: Primary School
T: drunk toddlers
J: PARTY!
T: Woots
J: O_O
T: =.=
J: (draws stickman on =s of =.=)
T: OMG
J: (draws free body diagram of box)
T: (draws body free diagram of cell mitosis)

THE END

Why am I even bothering to blog larh lol.
Amazing I got decent marks for my Chinese reflection.
Tricia writes poems too.
I am bored.
I am spammed.
I am harassed.
I am STILL bored.
I love CS.
I love aircon.
I love Chemistry.
I love Mathematics.
I love Physics.
I love internal server errors.
I love C Language.
I love Visual Basic.
I (don't really) love Java (almost the same as C Lang, not much new syntax...)
I love you!
I love chocolate.
I love mocha.
I love cafes.
I love splurging.
I love EMPHASIS :D
I (am starting to) love English classes (Thanks Ms Ling!)
I love a hell lotta songs.
I love being weird, insane, hyper, random!
I love blue.
I love black.
I love white.
I love blue with black
I love black with white.
I love white with white.
I love expressions (You know, functions...)
I love spamming.
I love anticipating towards the end of spam.
I love suspense.
I love books.
I love love.

Goodnight.

In every KDrama, there is at least one bitch.

[insert supposed Chinese paragraph here]

Why bother man. So sian.

Epic quote of the day:

Nazism/Dictatorship:
You have two cows; the goverment takes both, and then shoots you.

Just decided to not bother anymore.
Because I can't see the moon )':

1) Watch "Cure for Insomnia" movie. Worth it! :D
2) Sudoku (easy AND time-killing)
3) Sleep (Pills work equally well)
4) Roller coasters!

I am strongly for the last opinion.

By the way, people these days are rebels and are not as obedient as I wish them to be. Sigh.

Sometimes my heart just sinks so deep, right to the bottom, that no matter what you say, it can't be any worse anymore.

In other words, I'll be fine.
Don't you dare worry about me. xD

Today's word of simplicity is:
CONCOURSE!!!!! <333

Realised something:
Clarity is relative.

By post:

1. Moved
2. OBS?
3. 随笔
4. Random Composition
5. Amusement
6. Amusement
7. 记叙文
8. What's the point of everything when it all does no...
9. Random.
10. LOL.

By month:

1. April 2000
2. September 2007
3. October 2007
4. November 2007
5. December 2007
6. January 2008
7. February 2008
8. March 2008
9. April 2008
10. May 2008
11. June 2008
12. July 2008
13. August 2008
14. September 2008
15. October 2008
16. November 2008
17. December 2008
18. January 2009
19. February 2009
20. March 2009
21. April 2009
22. May 2009
23. July 2009
24. August 2009
25. September 2009
26. October 2009
27. November 2009
28. December 2009

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