Friday, November 2, 2007
Death @ 1:36 PM
Amazingly I got B+ for Math Olympiad. Was expecting something like C+ or even C.
To commemorate my death in Chemistry and Physics I am going to drown my sorrows in violin. As in which type of violin, you decide yourself=)

EDIT
Feeling not emo, but seriously depressed. With myself failing Chemistry and Biology, plus some memories haunting me.

Hello--Evanescence

Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I am your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

Chorus of My Immortal--Evanescence

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

These two songs, plus Good Enough, are totally numbing me (ya right more like the opposite). Linkin Park songs were what slightly numb me (but still).

To hell with emoness.
Do you think it is possible? Do you think it is possible with those things haunting me?