Friday, May 23, 2008
@ 10:31 AM
Note for the sake of it:

Orisinal.com

I'm in the school computer lab now. Don't ask.

EDIT:
Another note-->http://www.onemanga.com/Angel_Densetsu

EDIT at 7.58pm:
Helped out at CO today. More like intruding larh...felt so guilty.

I think my face is kinda allergic to the facewash I'm using or something like that. I am not sure. Only know that my face always swells up at certain spots at random times. Even though it may be a mosquito bite, I don't think so, since it's occuring more and more nowadays.

It hurts to realise that you may be losing a friend soon, or that you may have lost one already.

What have I done, I don't know, I have not realised yet. You could tell me what I've done wrong, I could apologise and not do it again. But...you didn't say anything, you just changed suddenly. I don't know what to think, what to do.

Someone said that it means I'm feeling lost. Me? I don't know. Guilt or ignorance or what?

I can't even keep a secret properly. I just blurted it out to the people I'm not even good friends with. What is wrong with me?

Even if that someone can forgive me, I can't. I already said it out, they already knew about it, nothing can change the fact. So...yeah. I can't forgive myself at all.

Whatever have I done wrong? Can't you just tell me? Must you just turn your head away and never speak to me again?