Saturday, June 28, 2008
Carousel Lyrics @ 10:27 AM
I thought I could leave my blog dead, but no.

Recently I reverted back to Linkin Park (have I told you this?)

I have posted these lyrics before, but decided to post them again, because they are meaningful for me.

Carousel--Linkin Park

She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries
Her secret disguise behind her lies
And at night she cries away her pride
With eyes shut tight, staring at her inside
All her friends know why she can’t sleep at night
All her family asking if she’s all right
All she wants to do is get rid of this hell
But all she’s gotta do is stop kidding herself

She can only fool herself for so long (3x)
She can only fool herself

I’m too weak to face me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me

When it comes to how to live his life
He can’t be told
Says he’s got it all under control
Thinks he knows it’s not a problem he’s stuck with
But in reality, it’d be a problem to just quit
An addict and he can’t hold the reigns
The pain is worse ‘cause his friends have it the same
Tries to slow down the problem he’s got
But can’t get off the carousel
Until he makes it stop

He can only fool himself for so long (3x)
He can only fool himself

Chorus

Try to fly with the wings I gave you
Try to do what you believe and I’ll save you

Chorus (4x)

And I am sorry, but the Physics elective really isn't what I expected it to be. I mean, what I expected is like notes and more knowledge or at least particle physics explained more clearly with the teacher's help, but...oh god.

I want to cry man. Why is it so screwed up?

We go to the elective to learn and absorb, not to give out whatever tiny little bit of knowledge we have. Perhaps he wants us to seek out the knowledge ourselves and learn ourselves. But how efficient can it get?

Still have not decided on what to do for Physics elective project yet. We are kinda screwed.

  • Math Assignment 1 (I have absolutely NO godamn motivation to do it at all)
  • Chemistry Assignment 1 (Check for mathematical errors, which I am bound to have as it includes heavenly powers)
  • Biology Assignment 1 (Thanks for making it point form)
  • Chinese (7 questions and sentence-making)
  • English Project (may need to email Ms Lam for help on brushing up my English skills)
  • Math Mini-Project (we are TOTALLY screwed)
  • Math project (not so screwed)
  • Physics elective Project (feeling somewhat screwed, depending on chance and probability of whether we are the first group to present or not)
  • Programming Assignment (making it now, expecting to screw up the programming part)
God.

To like or not like holidays, that is the question.

May change blogskin.